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Tuesday, 13 October 2009

  • hi, how are you Chris Yang? I am doing good

    i am doing good, i got some freelance job: so now I am trying to work on these projects and make sure i have a good client relationship with them. So when I am start working full time, i won't mess up the client relationship (when time is getting tighter with full time and freelance on the side :) )

    Now just trying to balancing out my days, alot of times i feel exhausted because I over worked alot.

Monday, 12 October 2009

  • surrogates

     

    Interesting Movie; the movie talks about our addiction and our desire.  Man likes to run away from our pain by taking drugs to numb ourselves.  If the durg becomes legal; will we all take it? so Everyone will live in the dream wordl? If the drug have no sideeffect or health deffect, will we all take it? if we all takes it? then who is to tell us if we are living in the dream world?

    Perhaps there are too many of us (or the teenagers now adays) living in the dream world (ie facebook, or internet, or world of Warcraft) so much that we can live in the internet.  Can we return to the real world and go out and feel the dresh scents or move our muscle to make us feel good by doing real labor? Something to think about...

Friday, 25 September 2009

  • I want to Hear His Words!

    how do we hear God, in many situation: in worship session, thru others, thru the books. But how do we know it's Him who speaks? Our Faith will prompt us; quickens in our heart!

    As long as we meansure what we hear according to His word, we will never go wrong.


    Father, help me be more obedient and more in tune to your words! I want to hear God's words!!!!

    in order to listen, we must learn to bear.

    Amen!

Thursday, 17 September 2009

  • God is my Father, I am His Son

    i went thorugh alot of struggle this morning, crying before God, I just frustrated that i can't feel himi. And God is telling me that i have alot of pressure from my family and many things i hold it in and I runs away from God.

    It was just a time I am trying to draw close to God, desperate for HIs presence.  I want him so much, perhaps it's a Chinese things: we lean so much on suffering to think that's how we can draw close to God. And I am reading ps 2. "He said to me."youare my son; today I have become your FAther." Ask of me and i will maek the nations your inheritance, the ends of the eearth your possession.

    God enourages me alot: I am his son, I want to return to God and be HIs son, and learn how to be a son and listen to him. I AM EASILY BECOMES MARTHA, AND DON'T KNOW HOW TO LET GOD BE FATHER AND WE JUST RELAX AND SURRENDER IN HIM TO BE A SON, AND LISTEN TO HIM.

    Father I want to be a SON!

Friday, 12 June 2009

  • Break Through!

    Today was the last day for the prayer meeting, I was just very very excited about the prayer meeting and I believe that I will have another break through today. 

    From Monday, I knew that my capacity for prayer already enlarged from the first prayer meeting I had at SOT. At the beginning, I knew clearly that I am need to pray for family’s matters, and God led me see how I need to see the family situation in spiritual realm. I sensed God wants me to tell my sister and Paul that if they pray every night, they will start seeing miracles happen in Paul’s business and they will not have joblessness.



    However, on Wednesday and Thursday, Pastor Kung taught us to be Verbal during the building alter time. I always thought that personal time is always “quiet time.” So from Wednesday to Thursday, I was abet confused, not sure how to pray.

    So Friday, I started cherish every moments of the prayer meeting, and pray loud and strong, connecting God.  And the first thing I heard from God was: “Go home and pray more, I will speak to you.” Soon I complied to God, which in the past I probably argued.

    After the prayer meeting, I had coffee tea with teammate, hitched a ride with June and had a good conversation with her and Karin. Went home and hung my washed laundry.  Then I started praying in tongue while praying my worship music.  The time of pray went from dry to good time, as I press forward and pass the first 1st 20 minutes, I started to claim in faith God’s blessing in my life. I prayed for many things and people in my life, and then when I started praying for my pride, and myself I started crying for my self and asking god for forgiveness day. And I started prayed for my roommate, my unit, and my room (to cleanse) and then I cried and wiped for God to give us revelation in the bible. And whole thing last 1 hour!! I have never felt the pray to be this fast… but I really experience a break through! Praise God. During prayer meeting, God challenged me to fest and pray early in the morning, I am nervous and scared and very excited about this challenge!




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